The list is quite long infact but mentioned the most significant ones only..........

My wish for you

Happiness deep down within.
Serenity with each sunrise.
Success in each facet of your life.
Family beside you.
Close and caring friends.
Health, inside you.
Love that never ends.
Special memories of all the yesterdays.
A bright today with much to be thankful for.
A path that leads to beautiful tomorrows.
Dreams that do their best to come true.
Appreciation of all the wonderful things about you.

H ours of happy times with friends and family
A bundant time for relaxation
P rosperity
P lenty of love when you need it the most
Y outhful excitement at lifes simple pleasures

N ights of restful slumber (you know - dont" worry be happy)
E verything you need
W ishing you love and light

Y ears and years of good health
E njoyment and mirth
A angels to watch over you
R embrances of a happy years

Happy New Year

Through the heavy transparent glass, I could see a small girl trying to hold on to her umbrella which the wind was snatching away from her. I felt sorry for the girl, and was happy that I was not in a similar pathetic situation. Yes. I take pride for the fact that I am a software engineer.

I have everything which a common man would envy; money, status, respect, you name it I have it. I always wanted to be software professional and here I am, working for one of the best firms in the world. But then, am I really happy? Now, I could see an imprint of my palm on the other glass window, through which I reminisced my past, basked in the warmth of the sun shine.

My childhood was so much of fun. I vividly remember those rainy days, when I hugged my mother tightly during sleeping listening to all the stories told by her. Now, I have a big house here, but then it is just a house, not a home. My parents are pretty far away from me now. I have a cell phone to talk to them everyday, but then I really miss those dinners which I had with my family everyday. I could easily afford to taste all the different cuisines these days, but the best of food there, lack the love and affection which is present in the food prepared by my mother.

I threw a lavish party for my colleagues for my birthday, but then they would never replace the birthdays when my friends secretly brought a cake and at the end, half of the cake would have ended up on my face. The couple of hundred bucks that u save for a long period just to give a treat to your friends in the road side chat shop can never give the pleasure even after spending a few thousand bucks these days.

The scene of me crying and refusing to have dinner on the day when I fought with my best friend came to my mind. Today, he has gone far away from me, taking away my friendship and with it my life, but I am sitting and coding here with a false smile on my face. Everyday I meet new people, but then I long ceased to make a new friend.

It's true that I have a lot of things now. I have a nice bed, but no time to sleep. Lots of money, but no friends to spend it with. The latest designer clothes, but a worn out body . Awards for technical excellence, but no reward for the crave for peaceful ambience. A confident demeanor, but a reluctant and apathetic mind. Full of rain, but no sunshine even in the farthest distance.

Now, I could see the small girl on the road enjoying in the rain with her umbrella firmly in her grip. She might not have all the comforts which I have, but then she has the innocence and fun which I lost a long time back.

I have decided to come out of this false fantasy, even if it is at the expense of losing the tap of the software engineer. I am going to again enjoy my life. I am going to go out in the rain and play with the small kid now. I removed my tie, and went near my computer to shut it down. Just then, I saw a new mail alert in my mail box. I slowly opened outlook and I found a message from my manager with an attachment saying that there was a critical defect in the code and I have to fix it soon. I convinced myself that I am not going to get bogged down again by these pressures and stick to my decision. I ignored the mail and went to the rest room. After a couple of minutes, the software engineer in me came out, his shirt tucked in with the perfect tie knot, sat before the computer, and started typing,

Hi XYZ,

I am looking into the defect and will send the patch files before EOD.

Regards,

Software Engineer.

Its just my imagination of life of a Software Engineer influenced by my own life as I am also a Software Engineer.

I hope n wish that all of u are fit n fine and doing gr8.Its been long i wrote something on iland..just cudn't compile all the events and write them here, as there is too much happening around me nowadays, its true that i m not fully involved in all the events and i shud call them mishappenings as that suits better but whatever is happening, happening with my near n dear ones or dearest ones u can say including friends and relatives.As there was noone to listen me today and give me mental peace so i thought to write it down here and feel little bit fine and protected and surrounded by some of the most wonderful hearts and brains on earth and thats u all my closest buddies and pals.
I am very confused why its so much of confusions, pains, heartbreakings, tensions, accidents and what not.somewhere somebody is being hit by Blue line busses , or some young boy is dying in short of medical treatment or some baby is drowning in water because of a negligent teacher..i just feel shocked and full of heartache reading all this.
Then again life is moving with the same or even higher speed , i don't say we should mourn on each n every death as death is also an integral part of life cycle but such deaths.....its not fare at all.
I sincerely don't know what i m writing all this and why i m writing all this so please don't take it in wrong sense if i say something very pinching or disturbing its just that I am full of many things and now not able to make a simple systematic flow of events so things are coming in an uncontrollable flow.
It seems as if life is playing a game with all of us, very vivacious game with our hands and legs are tied and mouth is taped and we have only open eyes and we are left to act as mere spectators, there are no controls given to control this game of life and still we are expected to mould it according to us...how can somebody tell me how...if a guy has made his life studying hard, and made all the efforts and someday some blue line hits him to death or he end his life because of excessive ragging...then whose fault is this, what happened then he did his effort and wrote his destiny with golden letters, still whats the output zeroooo and nothing more than that then how can one say make ur own destiny when there is nothing in our control.
I am fed up with it now..it seems like a worst dream but the night has extended quite long and no sign of light is visible.

I am really tired and just pray to God plzz plzz God only u can help now , please help my friends and those who consider me as enemy also, just mould their minds in good way and make this earth a happier and safer place to live else the suffocation is going to take lives of some atleast some like me and again that will be an unnatural d........

SOS........
sid.

You cared about me, when everything was going hay y

You supported me, when nobody was ready to give a shoulder to cry

You listened to me, when nobody was eager to give me a try

You were always there, when everybody was shy

You spared time for me, when everybody was busy with their own I

You believed in my truth, when everybody around was telling a lie

You embraced me with smile, when nobody was having time to say hi

And now you are leaving, but I don't want to say goodbye

I want to spend one more day, one more hour, one more minute with you, because you are my sweetest friend that's why.